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~Caught Blissfully Within The Web~

From: Azling
To: TheVampireDagon
Subj: ~Caught Blissfully Within The Web~
Date: 12/28/98 10:02:22 PM US Eastern Standard Time

~My Ever Amazing...Fascinating.... William~
I am so incredibly swept away by you.......and I never want to return...::smiles brightly::....Your words last night stole me completely in such......joy ...bliss... passion.... spontanaity..... Love....... perhaps if I had known your address at that very moment....you would have received a rap upon your door in the wee hours of the morning.........I am totally exasperated and breathless......I wanted you in my sight and arms more than anything I have ever wanted in my entire life at that very moment.(as I do now).....I tried and tried to force myself to sleep last night...to no avail.....and all the while as I tossed and turned..many ..many times through the night...I picked up the phone beside my bed.....resting it to my ear...listening to the dial tone...longing to hear your voice....visions of you somehow.. someway... slipping into my apartment...gently rousing me in a surprised kiss...........I have to smile when I think of being able to watch you sleep...I know I will have seen nothing more precious in those seconds......(Damn time and space can be a royal bitch ...keeping us so far and between what we truly seek from this life)...........

All I could think of..all I wanted...all I hurt for this morning...was you...you...you::whines::.....I have come to the realization of why I have never felt "complete"....I mean...I strive for things I want in life...I go after them with intense veracity ......I fight for what I believe in...and in the end..I almost always suceed.......yet.....a void of emptiness has always besought me...even if at the moment I feel for the most part satisfied in where I am in life...and what I have accomplished.................I now know why........

Let me rip open my soul and mind for you....( as if you aren't already there).....here in lies before you a set of doors.........the first...a door shimmering in white....it slips open quitely...revealing my birth...innocence(met)...the second a golden door all a glitter......my upbringing and growth.....great promise(met).......the third door a dim gray.....my rebellious times......struggle and merth(met)...............the forth door.....a searing blast of bloody red.......my venture into 4 years of marriage....hmm..so hard to describe ....almost near to the mirror image of the doors you have opened so far...innocence....promise....(here in the change begins)....control....clipping the songbirds wings... caging her alone...never letting her fly.....never letting her venture into the excitement of life for fear she would fly away......chaining her down......taking her dreams, visions & goals of the life she lusts for..and smothering them.....no compassion...no affection......betrail.......no love........ near fatal ..(met...the door is sealed..and has been for near 2 years...by the way...I have never had children)........the fifth door.......a surreal blue..like the most beautiful sky a day could make........flight of independence....too a far far away place.....taking the world by the balls and loving every minute of it.......(met)....the sixth door......a mirage of swirling rainbowed prisms ....color this door....they float and dance before it.....although its solid surface remains black....the myriad colors hide it well... a camouflage of sorts.....<present>.......the colors represent. ..a....free....happy... adventurous ....whim to the wind......brave. ... spontaneous .....thirsty.....strong woman........the black that hides so very well upon the doors surface...represents.....*the void*..... the lack of something...I could never place.....longing...wonder....(met) .......the seventh door<a day in heaven>.......tie-dyed in rainbow....spiteing right within its middle....a large bold symbol ~Ying & Yang~..in black and white.....as this door creeps open slowly......it reveals ............................................

You & I
............ Unity....... Infinity.........Love.............. (met)....<the void diminished>~ ~~Completion~~~~

The World is in our grasp.....and I want to conquer it at your side.......

Your description of ~Perfect Strangers...still fills my eyes in tears......so perfect...so wondrous.
so over welming..........................so.....*You*

My Heart and Soul over flow....all the things I want to share with you...All the things I want to experience with you....All the things I want to see from your eyes...and within your eyes.......All the laughter I want to laugh with you......All this life I want to share with you....Everything.......
............. .............. ........................ ............All My Love......Forever

I quite often read over your letters to me....it makes me feel a bit closer to you for the moment...yet I took your suggestion Love...and this night read over *every* single one in order to how they were sent.....:::sighs in such a whirlwind of thoughts::....I think I went through every emotion known to humanity in this process....and a few humanity doesn't know about yet......... Ohhh.... Mmmmm... ..::darkness and warmth shatter the surface of her eyes::What a Fairy Tale we have begun.....this one shall have no end .....it will simply grow.........I was not sure whether or not you realized I have Blue eyes.....and when I got a glimpse of the *Killer* Ying& Yang pic...I was struck breathless again...as allllll I could think of and see....was You and I....melded into one..( I submit to you completely)
Counting the seonds..of the minutes..of the hours...of the days....until my heart shall stop aching.

~Always to remain..~Perfect Strangers~
~Pensivly Pacing, Chomping at the Bit~
~Forever Loving you William~
~ Yours~


~Susan~

P.S......Mmmmmm::licking her lips wickedly:: **Every** picture I have seen of you drives me to a froth.....yet I *feel* your request.....the ones imparticular that I can see your eyes in well...drive me insane....the one you sent me..Ohh I do love soo much.....::writhes about trying to pic only one::......All of the ones in the Vlad series::whimpers lustfully:;.....one especially from this grouping..I have stared at countless times(actualy all of them::grins::)....it is entitled "The Kiss"...I melt everytime I see it......It matters not which picture I see...You are in my minds eye...My heart and soul......I instantly noticed how you strongly take after your father in the pic you just sent...at least at that time.......Have no worry Love..((slipping to read between the lines once more..hoping she is right)).....I Love *You* SO Much....and it makes not matter ..what you wear.....what you strike in feature .....What mood of attire and pose besights you on the eve we meet......You are *Perfection*......no other term
would fit......)


P.S.S...::Gleefully thinks of him breaking into his friends house just to get that message from her...and.....hits the floor laughing and loving every second of it...as she would have *had* to do the same should her compy ever given her such a fit ::

 

 


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